Friday, May 24, 2013

Reader's Choice: Pick My Next Series

Hey everyone!  As Taming Fire is coming to an end soon, and I have three different stories flitting about on my computer, I thought I would give you all the chance to decide what comes next.  Below I'm going to leave a short blurb and a preview of all three stories for you to choose from.  Leave me a comment in the comment's section below! You can only choose one. ;)

~xX Night

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1. One Hundred Little Things

Pritch has led the perfect life up until now.  He's got a great job with an advertising agency.  He has a killer apartment and a sexy suit and tie wardrobe.   All of his life, things have been a little too perfect, too structured and planned and it's all his fault.  Pritch craves to know how the rest of the world lives.  He yearns to do all the little things he's never allowed himself to do because they weren't part of his life plan.  In short, he's boring and everyone knows it.  Everyone.

Leaving his job after a 'heart-to-heart' with his blunt secretary, Pritch finds his life plan crumbling and he's not so sure he was meant to be adventurous after all.  Jobless and falling apart, Pritch makes a list - one hundred things he wants to do before he dies of being too boring.

K.J. is a bike messenger, one of the city's finest.  Besides being a little blunt and uncaring of what others think, he can't help but be drawn to those in need of help.  The sexy, street smart courier gets a 'hot' pick-up at a swank ad agency and he finds himself wrapped around the universe's little finger when he ends up on Pritch's doorstep to deliver.

Through a series of discoveries, the two men embark on an adventure to see life for what it truly is...and maybe find each other in the process.

* Preview *


“Here.”  K.J. pulled a sandwich that he’d picked up at a stand on the corner out of the webbing of his shoulder bag.  He dropped it in the kid’s lap. “Eat something, then stop sitting on your ass and take a ticket from Mer.  You gotta learn your way around this jungle sometime or you’ll starve.  I can’t be feeding you twenty-four seven and you need a new bike.  That chain is ancient and those wheels are for sightseeing, you feel me?”

“You’re such a humanitarian, K.  Jesus, you’re pathetic.”  Tiny dropped her bag on the table in the corner.  “Mer just got a drop for you.  Give the kid his last meal and get your ass in gear.”

The kid bit his lip, scared to let anyone see how hungry he was.  He carefully unfolded the plastic wrap from his sandwich, staring at the food with hooded eyes.  K.J. ignored Tiny’s comment and crouched down beside him.  “Ain’t no one else gonna do you any favors.  It’s hard.  I know.  But you gotta let it roll off your back and toughen up.  Don’t give a shit what anyone else thinks.  If you do, you’re gonna be exactly who they think you are, and I know better.  You got it.  You just have to want it.  Ask Mer about the rider’s club.  You can get a little time in with some pros and once you get your legs about you…you’ll make more money.  I know you don’t want to sleep in that backroom forever.”

The rookie nodded once.  “Thanks,” he whispered, ducking his head.

“When everyone clears out, take the blue helmet at the bottom of my locker.  Yours is shit.  The last thing we need is for you to take a dive you don’t get back up from.”  K.J. patted the rookie’s knee then stood.  “Alright, ladies, we done gawking or ya gonna keep standing around and lose good money?”

The messengers made their comments before dispersing.  It was lunch time in the city, the busiest three hours of the day.  K.J. left the kid to eat and walked down the concrete hallway to Mer’s office.  Through the glass panes and bars of her windows, he could see Mer and her boyfriend taking calls and putting the ticket information through to the couriers, via radio.  He tapped on the glass and lifted his hands at her.

Mer waved him in, looking beat as hell.  Jackson, her boyfriend, grunted a hello as K.J. entered.  Jackson thought Mer had the hots for K.J. and that the two of them were having an affair behind his back.  The two men could never come to an understanding.  Even though K.J. had repeatedly assured Jackson he was gay.  Not that his sexuality deterred Jackson’s rampant imagination. 

Insecure prick, K.J. thought.

“Got a big one for you.”  Mer slid the ticket over her desk mid-call.  “No, sir, that wasn’t for you.  Uh huh.  By five?  Got it.  You, too.  Thanks.”  She hung up.  “Asshole.”

“You got a big one for me, huh?”  K.J. smirked.

Jackson shook his head, muttering under his breath.  Mer scowled at her boyfriend.  “Knock it off.”

“Didn’t say a word.”  Jackson flipped open the messenger log.  “Though, I’d like to.”

“Don’t have to, I can smell the cogs turning and burning in your head.”  Mer rolled her eyes.  “Anyway, K, as I was saying, I’ve got a hot run on fifth.”

“Dammit, Mer, that’s gonna be hell.”  K.J. put his hands on his spandex covered hips.  He caught her staring at his groin and put his hands in front, giving her a warning look.

She straightened.  “This is me caring.”

“You’re such a doll.  How hot?”

“An hour?”  She smiled sweetly.  “West 55th to 5th Ave, quick right, two blocks.  Easy.”

“Where’s the drop?”

“East 50th and Park?”

“Ah, hell, Mer, you know Reggie took it hard there last week with that construction, swam right into a pothole the size of middle earth.”

She leaned back, putting a call on hold.  “Am I asking Reggie to take this?”

“No.”

“I’m asking you because you’re the best and our lovely client requested the best.  Even paid double for insurance purposes, which filters down to you getting double, am I right?”

“I guess.”

“Big tips on both ends, I suspect.”  She raised her brows.  “In or out?  Can’t have this going cold or it’s my ass.”

“It’s always about your ass.” K.J. swiped up the ticket.  “Cool your jets, Jackie boy.”  K.J. shot her boyfriend a look.  “I don’t want it.”

Jackson sneered. “Fucker.”

“The feeling is mutual.” 

K.J. walked out of the office, slamming the door closed.  Construction.  A lot of it.  Traffic, he could deal with, but a whole two blocks being repaved by street and by sidewalk was a messenger’s worst nightmare.  He could always go around, but it would cost precious time he didn’t have.  The money would be worth it.  He always needed money.  Who the hell didn’t?  Though, unlike most people, he needed it for his bike which was hurting in a bad way.  Bad bike, no cash, he thought.

He shoved his Bluetooth in his ear, turned on his radio for dispatch, and strapped his bag around his chest.  His bike came free of the hook and he hoisted it on his shoulder for the trek to the outside world.  “Later, kid.”

Not rookie.  Not newb. Just kid.

The other messengers heard the same and stared at K.J. like he’d lost his mind.  However, the kid beamed back at him, sparking something inside that no one had given him before.  K.J. didn’t stick around to see what the kid did with his newfound magic.  He set his tires on pavement, mounted his bike, and turned on his GPS.

He had a run to make, a really hot one.
 
 
2. Meteor Mavericks Series
Meteors keep falling from the sky, in the middle of the night, in little places all over the world. Doc Granger and his best friend Isaiah were first to see the meteor fall from the sky.  Just boys, and very curious, Doc and Isaiah touched the rock that life-changing night.  Unbeknownst to them, the meteor carried two brands of alien DNA, one good and one evil.  In a war for planet earth, the alien races had come to a shaky agreement. 
They would send their life essence out into the human race and let the mortals battle it out for them, with special abilities, of course.  Their first warriors were Doc and Isaiah, pit against each other until one could kill the other.  Isaiah's race would need to take back the meteor energy Isaiah had been tasked to guard until it became powerful enough to kill.  If Isaiah succeeded, he would end Doc.  If Doc collected the energy he needed, he would kill Isaiah first.
But something went wrong, an unforeseen glitch in the alien war.  A child became involved.  A child born of both alien and human DNA.  Doc became a father...to little Tuck.
Doc Granger had been everything to Tuck.  His father might have been a little eccentric and always hid his true abilities behind his healing skills, but Tuck had looked up to the man since the day he was born.  Twenty years after his father's death, Tuck lives with Doc's legacy, following in his footsteps as a doctor by day and a Maverick by night.
Charged with protecting his father's meteor - Tuck's means of survival - Tuck knows his father's murderer still roams the earth, waiting for the day he gains enough energy to kill Tuck too.  With the help of his butler, Landry, a runaway Maverick, Tuck begins the hunt for his father's opponent to end it once and for all.
When higher powers begin to take notice of him... all bets are off.
 
*Preview*
 
“One night, many moons ago, a meteor landed on earth.” Doc Granger pointed out the window at the night sky.  “It was a summer night just like any other.  It was real hot inside, so two boys had been camping out by the river to cool off.  They were the best of friends, a bit competitive with each other, but what boys aren’t at your age?  When they saw that light falling from the sky, they raced each other to see who could find it first.”
Seven year old Tuck sat up, wide eyed.  “Who found it first, daddy?”
Doc ruffled his son’s dark hair, smiling wide.  “I did, of course.”
Tuck gasped.  “Was it aliens, daddy?”
“Boy, you got some imagination.” Doc’s crystal blue eyes twinkled.  “Well, I don’t rightly know where the rock came from, the sky I suppose as that’s where meteors come from, but it was glowing something fierce when we got close enough to touch it.”
“Glowing?  Did you touch it?”  Tuck pulled the blanket up to his chin.
Doc curled into his son’s side, soothing his fear.  “Sure did, and as you can see, I’m just fine.”
“Good.”  Tuck put his small hand on his daddy’s big one, grabbing a finger.  “What about your friend?”
“He’s alive.”
“Is he okay?”
“Depends on your definition of okay…”
“What happened, daddy?”
Doc hugged his son, staring out at the night.  “I’ll always wonder where that rock came from and who sent it here.  I do know, after a lot of looking into it, that rock wasn’t the first of its kind, seems as though when one of them rocks falls from the sky, it carries energy inside of it, like magic.  When that energy releases…you following me?”
Tuck nodded eagerly, rewarded with a kiss to his hair.
“Like I was sayin’, when that energy releases it tries to find a home inside of whoever is closest to it, it being the meteor.  But just like with anything on this earth that energy splits up into two separate parts, one side good and one side bad.  Being on earth is too much for the magic to stay together, as opposed to outer space, I reckon.”
“Daddy, magic ain’t real.”  Tuck squirmed around until he could see his daddy’s eyes.  “Is it?”
“Tuck, if you had magic inside of you, what would you do with it?”
Frowning, Tucker sat up.  “Daddy, you’re scaring me.  I’m not magic.”
“Ain’t nothing to be scared of, boy.  It’s just a question.”  Doc pushed Tuck’s hair away from his fearful eyes.  “What would you do, son?”
Tucker hugged his pillow to his chest, casting his eyes to his lap.  “Like a special wish?”
“If that’s what you want to call it, sure.”
Looking at his daddy, Tucker sniffed.  “I’d bring mama back.”
Doc swallowed and shook his head.  “You can’t bring people back from the dead, sugar.”  He pulled Tucker to his chest.  “No matter how much magic or love we have.”
“Then what can I do, daddy?  I miss her so much.”  Tucker’s watery eyes met his daddy’s.
Doc brushed the tears away, hiding the shock behind his gaze.  Tucker’s blue eyes burned like twin beacons against the dark window.  It was time.
“Instead of bringing mama back, you use that magic to protect innocent people from those that hurt her.”
“You mean heal them like you do, daddy?”
Doc gripped his son’s shoulders carefully.  How did he tell a seven year old about his life so far?  How did he tell Tuck that the meteor was their means of survival?  How did he tell his son that if his meteor fell into his enemy’s hands, they would be finished…if not before?  If he couldn’t protect them until Tuck was strong enough to protect himself…
“Yeah, sugar, you heal them all.   If that’s what you want to do with your magic.”
“But magic ain’t real, daddy…”
With no other choice, as Tuck’s abilities were starting to show, Doc lifted his son out of the bed and went to the old vanity mirror.  He took a deep breath and turned around for Tuck to see. 
“Magic is real, sugar.  Very real…”
Tucker’s scream in his ear was a noise Doc would never forget, not even in death.
***

3. The Other Side of Royalty Series (Vampire Guardian Spin-off)

This one doesn't really have a blurb because I intend for it to be a series of multiple short stories, but I do have a preview of the first one.  Here you go!


Preview:

Trey hugged himself, fidgeting in front of the clinic front desk.  His threadbare coat was too short in the arms, leaving at least six inches of his skin exposed to the chill wafting in from the closing double doors.  He knew he looked like shit.  He knew he smelled too.  But he was desperate at this point.  He needed somewhere safe to sleep; somewhere away from the dealers after him.  And he was starving.  The nick he’d stolen from another dealer had fallen out of his pocket on the subway.  Right now, he was fucked.

“Can’t you just give me one?  Look, lady, I’m desperate here.”  He chewed on his lip, watching her glance up at him.

“Sir, I’ve told you twice now, you need to fill out a Second City Insurance form before I distribute a blood testing device.  It’s the Queen’s law, enforced by the Prince and his mate, Daniel.”

He gripped the desk.  His hunger surged.  “I’m trying here.  I don’t have a place of residence.  I don’t have any ID.  And I don’t have a place of work.  The shelters are all booked up, too.  Please,” he begged.  “I’m… I’m hungry.”

The receptionist frowned compassionately.  She glanced over her shoulder, making sure none of her co-workers were in ear shot before looking back to him.  “I’m not supposed to do this.  I could lose my job.”

“Please,” Trey repeated softly.

“If you didn’t remind me of my own son… God, you look so much like him.”  She rubbed her nose and sighed.  “There’s a shuttle leaving for a Soho shelter in ten minutes.”  She nodded at the lobby full of waiting vamps.  “They’ll give you something to take the edge off when they arrive.  Clean donors will be waiting at the facility when you get there.  I’ll push through some forms to make it happen, but if my boss catches on, I don’t know you.  You’ll be on your own to explain.”

Taken aback by her kindness and her willingness to ease his suffering, he put his dirty hand on hers.  “I won’t forget this.”

She snatched her hand back as the doors behind her opened.  “Go.  Have a good night… Alex.”

Trey caught on quickly.  He pulled his coat tighter around him and sat in the lobby with the other homeless vamps.  He was no longer a Trey.  He had been forced to become an Alex.

***

Jaska cut the engine of the fifteen passenger van and waited for Greg to pull up behind him.  He radioed inside for a heads up. “Missy, spot any trouble tonight?”

The clinic receptionist radioed back, “All good in here, mostly women and children. One widow, though.  She seems a bit… emotional. Are you boys out front?”

“I am.  I’m just waiting for Greg.”  Jaska spotted Greg’s car pulling up behind him.  “He’s here.  I’ll bring the bags inside.”

“I’ll notify staff.”

“Thanks, Missy.”  Jaska got out, meeting Greg at the trunk of his car.  “How was dinner, man?  Any luck?”

Greg woefully shook his head.  “He talked the entire time.  I didn’t get a single word in except for hello.  I think I’m just going to hang up my hat for now on the whole dating thing.  Not all of us are so lucky as to have a built in mate.”

“Sorry to hear that.”  Jaska rubbed Greg’s shoulder.  “Did you at least…”  Jaska grinned at Greg’s scowl.  “Never mind.”

Hefting the locked trunk from Greg’s car, Jaska went into the clinic with his arms full.  Greg followed him in, checking the streets for any stray security issues.  Seeing nothing out of sorts, he went inside.  The moment he stepped foot into the clinic, he scented the perfume of the city people.  A pungent, garbage-like odor assailed him, but he kept a straight face.  Some of these vamps had never had a chance.  From what he could make of the group, at least eighty percent of them were human turned, most of them not by choice.

“Listen up.”  Greg accepted a clipboard from Missy at the front desk.  “This is how it’s going to go.  You’ll be transported to the Soho shelter for a temporary stay with a seven day max on your room.  If you fail to file the proper paperwork once we arrive, you’ll lose the chance to be placed in our trade program, school for your children, and also a permanent residence.

“If any of you fail to uphold our rules, you will be banned from the shelter and put on a black list.  The rules are as follows.  No drugs.  No weapons.  No fighting, including raising a hand to the staff or each other.  No visitors of any kind.  You will not be allowed to leave the premises unless authorized by a staff member, with a staff member.  All feedings will be supervised by me or Jaska here.”  Greg pointed to Jaska.  “And last but not least, you will bring no outside materials, blood bags, terrorist paraphernalia as deemed unacceptable by our Queen, or technological devices.  All personal belongings will be searched and approved before we transport you to the shelter.  Are there any questions?”

Every vampire remained still.  No one raised a hand, but the nervous twitch of a young, vampire male’s eyes caught Greg’s attention.  As soon as the man lifted his jade stare to Greg, everything else seemed to fade away.

“Uh, Greg?”  Jaska kneeled next to the trunk he’d brought with him.

Greg cleared his throat, but not before he got a whiff of something the opposite of garbage.  And every sweet delicious note was wafting off the green eyed man in the corner.

“Yeah, man, let’s do this,” Greg grunted and went to the door. 

He caught his breath with his back turned to the small crowd.  He desperately searched the clipboard roster for a name to go with the face, only to realize he’d have to ask the fucking guy what his name was in person.  One thing Greg was sure of, even without a name, that mystery man was trouble… a whole lot of trouble.  He could smell it.
 
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Okay, folks, it's your choice what comes next.  I have a sneaking suspicion what you guys are going to choose, but for now I'll keep that to myself.  I hope I'm right because I'm dying to write it.  *rubs hands*  Leave me a comment and let me know!!

Thursday, May 23, 2013

Taming Fire Preview!!!!

Here's a little taste of what's coming in Taming Fire next week.  I hope everyone is having a great week!!!

*hugs*

~xX Night

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“Xavier!”  Emile screamed out to the open space around him.  He felt as though he were falling through an endless tunnel.  The air was so cold it pricked at his skin.  “Xavier!”

The man he loved… Xavier, where are you?

Emile heard his name in a faint reply.  His eyes shut; too tired to keep them open anymore.  His chest burned where the cross lay flush against his skin.

“Xavier,” he choked, realizing smoke drifted up his nose.

And then hands lifted him from under his shoulders.  Relief came in the form of soft feathers wrapping around Emile. They chased away the burn in his lungs and the smoke trying to grab at his body.

“Hang on, little one.”

“Lim…”

“Don’t give up now.  Your time is short.  Make the best of it,” Lim’s whisper reached his ear before Emile hit hard ground.  “Show him love.  Show them all.”

Confused, achy, and coughing, Emile struggled to roll off his back and sit up.  Blinking a few times, Emile saw nothing, but stars.  All around him, hovering close to his face and body, they moved with a single touch of his hand.  When he looked down, Emile froze.  Underneath him was nothing but space.  He put his hand down to test if what he was seeing was real.

An unseen barrier blocked his hand from reaching out to a formation of purple and orange gas, glowing bright against the black of space.  “Holy shit,” he breathed.

That’s when he remembered Xavier.  If Emile was here, thousands of miles away from earth, a pinprick of a planet underneath him, then where was his love?  Emile got to his feet, keeping his arms out for balance in case the barrier didn’t hold.  Astounded, he found his feet firmly planted, suspended over the universe like a god of men.

“Did you think we would war before mortal men, who could hardly begin to comprehend what their eyes were seeing?”

Chills went up Emile’s spine.  He turned to see Lucifer in his true demonic form, seated on a throne of blood and flame.  Thick, rosy liquid seeped from his mighty chair, pooling around his feet.  Flames scattered under his touch, sending ashes into the black nothingness around them.  His horns gleamed against the dark backdrop of space, curling up and away from his head.

Fire danced in his eyes, entrancing Emile until he wobbled off balance.  “W-where is Xavier?”

Lucifer snapped his fingers.  A figure began to emerge out of thin air next to Emile.  On his knees, Xavier came into focus and coughed until he was hoarse.  Black smoke was expunged from his lungs via his mouth, rolling into the arena-like atmosphere.

Emile dropped to his knees, patting Xavier on the back.  “It’s okay.  I’m here.”  He grabbed Xavier’s hand, hauling him to his feet.

He welcomed the half-breed’s desperate embrace and nuzzled his nose in Xavier’s shoulder.  “Where are we?”

Xavier swallowed against Emile’s shoulder.  “Limbus,” he whispered.  “The edge of hell and the edge of heaven, it is a place of judgment for those who question their faith and loyalties.”

“Limbo?”

“Worse.”  Xavier pulled away.  “Much worse.”

“It is here where demons and angels have the right to battle for souls yet to be decided.  It is the only place in all of my creation where he may have that right.”

The men turned to find the Creator seated on a throne of white.  Upon closer inspection, Emile found the seat to be made of white rose petals that fell away in a gentle breeze, causing the floral fragrance to drift to him.  The scent was the same his grandmother used to wear; the scent that haunted him and at the same time gave him strength.  It wasn’t a coincidence.  He knew that as he met the Creator’s eyes.

“Some theorize Lucifer created sin and tempted Eve to take the fruit, but the truth is, I did not create man in perfection as I did my angels.  I created man with such infancy, so that they would grow and learn with their own freewill.  Lucifer had no part in her decision.  He had yet to fall from grace.”

The Creator looked through Emile, at Lucifer.  Xavier and Emile watched the interaction, feeling the tension thick in the air.  “He was so beautiful and perfect, my angel, my son of morning.  I gave him power and free will as I did his brothers and sisters, but because of his beauty, he became arrogant and spiteful.  He wished to exalt his throne above the stars of his father – to be more powerful than me and rule them all.”  The Creator’s lips twitched into a smile.  He elegantly glided off his throne; yards of ethereal white trailed behind him, creating a robe befitting the universal entity.

“It may be true, that here you sit, Lucifer, on a throne in the stars.”  The Creator stopped.  Amusement touched his ocean blue eyes.  “But what you fail to realize, what you’ve always been too blind to see, is your throne will never ascend above this point or above myself, for everything you see is of my own making.  I am power.  I am everything.  I am you.  Do you not see, Lucifer?”

Enraged, Lucifer slammed a clawed fist on his throne.  Flames burst from his hand, licking his skin.  “My fire will consume every man, woman, and child.  I will never stop fighting for the souls of my people.”

“My people,” the Creator roared.  His robes billowed around him in anger.  His eyes bled white.  He raised a hand to Lucifer.  “You wicked fool, your deceit and lies are no match for the power of my love.  When they are scared do they pray for you to save them?  When a miracle occurs, do they bless your name?  Where do they chant your name and praise the works of your kingdom?  Where are these men you rule, Lucifer?”

“It is quite simple. You have none.”  The Creator dropped his hand, calming the swarm of fabric around him.  “You have nothing but regret to show for your actions.  It is why you bring this boy here, because he sees through you and yours.  No matter his shortcomings or trials he has always turned to me.  And through me, others turn to him.  You are bitter one of yours has become entranced with him, seeking the beautiful light inside of him.  You cannot let go because you are greedy and need to have the last word, even though there is nothing else to say.  It is why we are here, in this place of trial.  You wish to condemn this boy to a life of hellfire as punishment for leading your sheep astray.  To let him live would make you look weak in the eyes of your…followers.”

The Creator rumbled, lifting his hands above his head.  “But that sheep has the right to choose.  He has the right to see the glory of my love versus the pain you offer up.”  Dropping his hands in a rush, the Creator sighed.  Behind him the stars glowed until an angel appeared from each and every one.

Hundreds of wings spanned over the magnificent galaxy before him.  Beings with light coming from inside of them stood tall, shining down upon them all.  The Creator’s army was more perfect than any word written in the bible.

Emile’s breath left him.  He had no strength to stand before such a sight.  His knees hit the barrier and his eyes welled with tears of wonder.  Lim burned brighter than the rest, kneeling before his father with a sword at his hip.  He turned his eyes to Emile with a smile; a knowing look transpiring such love and care.

The Creator extended his hands again.  “I claim that sheep as my child, now, then, and forevermore.  I open my arms for him to come.  Strike against him and I will bring my wrath upon you.”

Emile looked up at Xavier.  He couldn’t read the emotions on his face, but it was clear Xavier knew who the Creator was speaking of.  But Emile knew no amount of standing there and hearing how much he was loved, by a man he didn’t know, would make Xavier give in.  Emile knew what came next.  He was certain of his purpose when he heard the first scream.
 
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See you next week!!!!
 

Sunday, May 19, 2013

New Hedgewater Episode and a tiny moment from my day...

Hey everyone!  I just put a new Hedgewater Episode up on the other blog.  I hope you guys are enjoying  reading it as much as I am writing it.  Here's the link for the new episode > Paging Dr. Foster

Now that I've shared that, I wanted to share a little moment from day with you. I'll leave you with this and I hope you guys have a great week.  I'll be up in the wilderness until Wednesday, surrounded by the woods, bugs, and my friends.  We're participating in a geocaching event.  If you don't know what that is then google it.  Or visit www.Geocaching.com  It's seriously awesome and something cool to do with your friends this summer.

Onto the mini-story that I copied from my earlier Facebook post.  Sorry about the copy/paste mess.  :)  Enjoy. *hugs*

~xX Night


Why I love my profession:

Sundays are super busy at the salon because we're the only place open in the area. We had a ton of appointments this afternoon, plus walk-ins, and the lobby was packed to the max. My boss told me to go on break and get something to eat before the madness began again. While everyone else was busy, I walked up to the front desk to check my appointments for the rest of the day. The receptionist was telling a woman she couldn't get in at the moment because we were full.

She looked exhausted. I could tell she was sad, but trying to keep it together. Something told me to nix lunch and take care of her. So, I pulled her aside and told her I would do her nails. She was a little taken aback and mentioned she'd heard it was my break; that I didn't have to do that for her. But I'm stubborn and told her she was getting her nails done today, whether she liked it or not. 

She's quiet throughout the entire service. I get a bit nervous. Silence isn't something I'm accustomed to. When I'm done, I take her bill and get her settled up front to dry her toes. I lean down, put my hand on her shoulder, and say, "I hope you have a good day. Enjoy the sunshine for me."

She smiles and nods then turns away. At this point my boss forces me to take a lunch. "No more strays," he says. I laugh and go eat my lunch.

A few minutes later my boss comes into the break room with my client. He shuts the door and leaves her there. I'm like...okayyyy. She leans down, puts her hand on my shoulder and says, "I went to another salon today before I came here. They didn't take care of me because they were too busy, and they didn't even look at me twice. I wanted to thank you for giving up your time like that. I'm sorry I didn't seem very appreciative," she tears up, "but I lost my husband yesterday. I needed some time away from my kids and I wanted to feel pretty because he's not around anymore to remind me I am."

She slips a hundred dollar bill in front of me. "This is for you because you're beautiful, too."

She leaves out the back entrance without another word. I think I cried for a good twenty minutes. It's moments like this that remind me why I went into the beauty industry. It's not just to make people look good on the outside. It's to make them feel beautiful inside, too.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Taming Fire: Week 9

Hey everyone!  I hope you're enjoying the sunny weather, if you're getting any this week...wherever you are.  :)  I've been outside so much my boyfriend offered to get me a sleeping bag for the patio, so I'd never have to leave.  While camping seems fun, I still enjoy my modern amenities a little too much to rough it for the summer.  But the sunny weather seems to have done the trick and brighten my mood enough to get back to the writing game.  Working on Cade had me a little wrung out, therefore I switched gears and dove back into Taming Fire and a few other things...wink wink.  Well, like I said, I hope everyone is doing great and enjoying this beautiful weather.

I've included a piece of music for you that set the entire tone of this chapter.  Writers beware:  This song will force you to write something VERY emotional.  I'm talking reaching for your tissues kind of emotional.

For everyone else, enjoy!

Love you all,

~xX Night
 
 
P.S. I never saw The Host, because I didn't like the book much and figured the movie was going to be ten times worse.  All the reviews I saw online pretty much coincided with my assumption, but nevertheless I did buy the soundtrack because it's awesome.  There are quite a few movie exclusive numbers done by Antonio Pinto that are absolutely inspiring, this being one of them.  So something good did come out of this film and, of course, it would be the music for me.  Check it out.
 
 
 
 
TAMING FIRE: WEEK 9
 
 
“I am trying to relax.”  Lim stretched out onto his stomach, resting his chin over his crossed arms.  He peered into the pond that rippled under the Creator’s touch.

The Creator patted Lim’s shoulder.  “You could have fooled me.”

The angel’s not-so-amused gaze held no animosity towards his God.  “I’m also trying not to question you, but I’m struggling while Emile is down there slowly spiraling off the deep end.  He knows his destiny.  He knows his last breath will come soon, my Lord.  I can taste his pain all the way from here.” Lim shuddered, turning his head away from his superior’s stare.  “What about Xavier?  Once he sees your plan for Emile, what makes you think he’ll side with us?  He won’t cope well with grief.  I know this.”

The Creator swished his fingers in the water, breaking the image of Emile and Xavier standing before Lucifer.  He lay on his side, propping his head up with his hand.  “Everything I do, I do out of love for my children.”

“Yes, I know—”

“And still you question me.”  The Creator dropped onto his stomach as well, skimming his fingertips over the water once more.  “You know as well as anyone this was always the way it was supposed to be.  You also know, above any mortal, the way my plan unravels seamlessly, constantly, and with purpose.  For every decision a human makes on earth it triggers a sequence of events out of their control, bending the day out of their will and affecting everything around them. One action provokes many outcomes.”

“Why are you telling me this?  I already know.  I’ve witnessed the proof for millions of years, my Lord.”  Lim finally showed the Creator his eyes, feeling much like a boy in his father’s presence.  “It’s only that Emile is special to me.  I feel so deeply for him.  I love him like my own.  I’ve done everything within my power to protect him.  And I’ve even defied you, though, you already knew I would.  I took my punishment, being separated from Emile, and I think I deserve to know why now.  Why must he die so soon, so young when he was only just starting to live?  Can’t you spare him a few years, my Lord?  Can’t you make this so?”

The Creator reached out and brushed away Lim’s tears with his thumb.  “I sacrificed my own child for the greater good of man.  And as news of his powerful death resounded amongst men and brought true believers to our side, Emile’s death will bring light to the darkest pits of hell.”

“You think Emile’s death will bring them…”  Lim closed his mouth and shook his head.  “No.  My Lord, forgive me, but I can’t comprehend.  I don’t think I want to.  You told me this was about Xavier…”

Smiling, the lord of all things rested his chin in his hand and stared out over the heavens.  He inhaled the scent of perfection and dug his toes into the softest grass in all of existence.  “You aren’t being punished, Erelim.  You were giving your charge the tools he needed to accept his fate as I give all my children the means to handle every obstacle in which they must overcome.  I do not give man more than he can handle.  And you were preparing him for the evil of the world such as any parent who loved their child would do.  But as all children must leave the nest, unguarded and left to their own minds and hearts, you must let him go now.  You must let him shine, Erelim, for he will shine brighter than any star in the heavens with his selfless sacrifice.”

Lim eased back onto his knees, letting his wings burst from his skin with emotion.  He put his hands to the ground and sobbed, closing his eyes tight.  Only when his father’s arms wrapped around him was he able to breathe again.

“But in the end…”

The Creator shushed him.  “In the end you will be there for him as you always have been.”

***

“Emile, would you please have a seat?”  Sandra pointed to the empty chair next to the desk.  “I apologize for the lack of chairs.  I wasn’t aware you would bring your own witness.”

“I go where he goes.”  Xavier stepped in front of Emile, looking into Sandra’s dark brown eyes. 

They weren’t Sandra’s any longer, whoever she’d been.  They were possessed by Lucifer himself, a demon so powerful, the human’s body was only acting as a puppet.  Sandra was most definitely dead inside.  And when Lucifer left her shell to the mortal world, Sandra would stay that way forever.

“Isn’t that nice?”  Lucifer fluffed Sandra’s hair, wearing a cheesy grin.  He walked behind the desk, obviously content to play the part of Emile’s grandmother’s lawyer for the afternoon.  “You won’t mind if I record this meeting then…Emile?”  She produced a recorder.  For what purpose, he didn’t really care.  But it was definitely an act, all a part of Lucifer’s bullshit extravaganza in the face of Emile’s parents.

Emile sat.  He turned his palm up, waiting for Xavier to come to him.  “Not at all.”

After a small showdown, where Xavier stared off with Lucifer, the half-breed conceded to take Emile’s hand and sat on the chair’s arm.   The pair glued eyes on Emile’s parents.  Harold and Maria stared back, uncomfortable at a maddening, skin crawling level.

“Get on with it, Sandra.  I don’t want to waste my day here.”  Maria snapped her attention to the lawyer.

“Mom,” Emile whispered.

“No.”  Maria shook her head.  “You don’t call me that.  No son of mine would go against everything I ever taught him to chase men and bed them.  I refuse to have this conversation with you, Emile.  Sandra, please continue.”

Xavier was enraged and dumbfounded. However, he kept his words to a minimum and his growls compressed at the back of his throat.  “Then why are you here?  He’s of age now.  I’ll act as his witness, even though he doesn’t need one.”  He flicked his eyes to Sandra.  Fucking liar, Xavier thought.

“Of course he needs us here.”  Maria slammed her fist on the chair’s arm.  “I will not let him party away my mother’s assets she worked so hard for, so the two of you can go off gallivanting in sin.”

“Mom, there are no assets.  Gran has been gone for a long time.  Why would they only turn up now and just for me?  She would have left you and dad something, more than me obviously.  Whatever you choose to believe, I want you to know this isn’t real.  It’s just a ploy to make you angry.”

“Shut up.  Enough of your mind games, Emile!  You were her world and I know she did this on purpose.”  Maria put a hand to her mouth.  “She was furious at us for kicking you out.  She was so angry!”

His father hugged her close.  He stared at his son; mild longing harbored in his eyes.  “I’m sure the procedure took a bit of time to process, am I right, Sandra?”

“Yes, of course.  With the amount Emile stands to inherit, we couldn’t very well distribute all of it without taking everything into account.”

Xavier scoffed.  “That’s bullshit.  His grandmother didn’t have anything to leave behind, and if she did, she would have told him a long time ago.  This is nothing but a crock of shit.”

“Watch your tone, young man,” Maria snarled.

Xavier bit back what he wanted to say to Emile’s mother.  He could go full-fledged demonic on her.  In the end, it would only serve to leave him open to a world of pain and that was exactly what Lucifer wanted.  He wanted to hurt Emile by bringing his parents here.  He wanted Emile to repeat the grief of his grandmother’s death all over again.  He wanted to burn Emile out until he surrendered.  So Xavier found himself holding tight to Emile’s hand.

Xavier lifted a hand to stop her next words.  “I apologize.  I didn’t mean to upset you.”

“You…what?”  Maria’s brows knit together.

“I said I’m sorry.”  Xavier swallowed, noting the sweat building between his palm and Emile’s.  “Can we get through this without any more arguments?”

Emile was staring at him, a little pale, but mostly confused.  “You okay?”

“I’m fine.”  Staring at Lucifer was all he could do.  Xavier made clear his intentions for later with his eyes.  A flash of red in his dark iris was all the ruler of hell needed to get the message.  Sandra’s smile was cruel and calculating, befitting the king of the underworld.

“What a change in tune.  I’m happy to hear it.  Now,” Sandra flipped open her portfolio.  “The first asset is listed as Raven House of fourteen Milshire Road.”

“Do what?”  Xavier bristled.  “That can’t be.”

Maria groaned.  “She said she sold it years ago.  I don’t understand.  That’s impossible.”

“Well, it’s clearly printed here the property is still hers by law, and now Emile’s after her passing.  Oh, a minor stipulation, though.”  Sandra grinned.  “It seems the house was to be given to the city after her death, to be used as a foster home as it once was before she retired from social work.”

Fingers biting into Xavier’s hand, Emile closed his eyes.  “You’re saying the house belongs to the city now?”

Sandra clicked her nails on the desk.  “It would appear that way.  Meaning all occupants currently in the house will be evicted within thirty days or sooner.  It could quite possibly be sooner rather than later.  In short, I’d count on immediately.” 

Lucifer was a persistent source of Xavier’s anger right now.  He was trying so hard to keep fire from erupting between their laced fingers.  He was biting back word after word.  It was getting the point where it was almost impossible to stay still, keep breathing, and not launch himself across the desk and end this meeting completely.  But the look on Emile’s face, the one that tugged at the heart he didn’t know he possessed, gave Xavier pause.

“It will be okay,” he found himself saying.  “We can go somewhere else.”  A place that isn’t protected by our blood and years of careful crafting, he thought sadly.  Everything was tumbling down around them.  No house meant no protection at night from the evil that stalked them.  Emile was starting to close off from him.  They didn’t have much time.  The pressure was just too much to bear.

Emile shook his head.  A crack was forming in his tough exterior. Inside, he was crumbling, Xavier could feel it.

***

“There’s also the matter of Rosalind’s accounts. As her lawyer it would be wise of me to suggest a monthly allowance instead of transferring the lump sum directly over to you.  Some people just don’t know how to handle such a large amount.”

Emile looked at his mother.  She was pale, a color not even her precisely swept rouge could hide.  She thought he would spend his grandmother’s money frivolously as if he had never respected her a day in his life.  His mother thought he was an abomination.  She regretted having gave birth to him.  She wished he was never a part of her life.  But he loved his mother, no matter what she had done to him.  All the years of pain and loss and every look of her cold hazel eyes; all of it had taken its toll.  And still, despite it all, Emile loved her.

“Give it all to charity.  I don’t need her money because I have her memory.  She liked to give back anyway.  I think that’s what she would have wanted.”  Emile drew Xavier closer, holding onto his arm now with both of his.

Maria’s shock tightened her lips.  She glanced at him, unsure of what she’d heard. “All of it?”

“Every cent,” Emile confirmed.  “I can take care of myself.  I have for a long time now.”

“You don’t have to give it all away,” Harold argued.  “You could have enough to get you through school without working all of those jobs or living in that crappy apartment.  I don’t know you do it.”

“My jobs?  How do you know about that?”

Harold squirmed in his chair, avoiding his wife’s narrowed eyes.  “I just figured.”

“Well,” Sandra interrupted, “I have everything drawn up and ready to sign, a list of all the assets are right here for you to see.”  The portfolio smacked on the corner of the desk.  Sandra’s amusement was long gone.  Lucifer was pissed, which gave Emile a confidence boost.  If the devil was mad, it meant he was on the right track. 

He took a deep breath and smiled.  “I don’t need to sign anything.”  It’s probably a trap to steal my soul anyhow, he thought.  “You recorded it all, right?  There’s your proof for all the legal matters.  Give it away to people who need it.  A church, maybe a school, or to those kids my grandmother protected.  I don’t care anymore.”  He stood, taking Xavier with him.  “I just want to go home and enjoy what’s left of my life.”

He laid eyes on his parents.  “I’ll always be grateful you brought me into this world, no matter how scary and confusing it is.  I had the chance to be a part of it, to really see it for what it is.  And I’m glad I am who I am.  I wouldn’t want to be anyone else, even if you don’t approve of who I choose to love.  I want to let you know, despite what you think of me, I have always loved you both.  Gran said never to grieve over the things that make you stronger, and you both have, made me stronger.  I have the strength to get through this.  I have the strength to stand here and bare it all for you to see, instead of poisoning this moment with all the things I wanted to say to you years ago, before I understood.

“You needed time to adjust.  I get that now.  I sprung my sexuality on you and the very idea rattled all you knew to be good and true.  You’ve struggled for so long with your beliefs, thinking you couldn’t love me because of what some priest told you during mass.  But I’m here to tell you you’re wrong.  God loves everyone, no matter who they love or choose to be loved by.  And…I forgive you for not seeing that until now.  I forgive you both for everything.  Life’s short, you know.  When I go, whenever that might be, I don’t want to hold a grudge in my heart for either of you.  I only want to know I did the right thing and made peace with myself and left behind a moment I could be proud of.”

Emile slid the portfolio back to Sandra, who was as still as a statue.  He went to his mom, bent over and kissed her hair.  “I am your son.  I’ll always be your Emile, but I will never stop loving him.  I love you, mom.”

“Emile,” she murmured from behind her hand.

His dad reached for him.  Emile planted a quick kiss on his father’s knuckles and walked away before he lost it completely.  The cross around his neck flooded him with warmth and an extra dose of strength to keep walking.  He bypassed everything until he felt the afternoon sun bathe his face and the breeze rustle his hair.  Standing across the way was the Creator.  For a split second Emile reached out to him, but a passing bus cut their connection short.  When the bus was gone, so was the man who had created the universe.  His love, however, wrapped around Emile like a security blanket, reminding him just how much he was cared for.

When a hand slid over his shoulder, Emile was prepared to cry into Xavier’s arms.  What he didn’t expect was for his mother to be standing there instead.  Wordlessly, she gathered him into her smaller body and cried.  Maria had never been one to show her tears.  She hadn’t been all that affectionate when Emile was a child either.  But Emile knew in that moment all the things his mother had never said.  God had given him one last opportunity to know his mother’s touch and see her regret plain as day.  A weight lifted from his shoulders.  He felt new, cleansed of all the pain he’d suffered since being kicked out.  He basked in her embrace for a moment longer before she pulled away to wipe at her tears.

With one last look of her hazel eyes, she put a hand to his cheek and nodded.  “I may not agree with your lifestyle, but I could never stop loving my son.  I’m so sorry.”  She covered her mouth with a hand, grasping for her next words.  “You will never know how sorry.”

She took a step away and clicked down the pavement to her car.  His father pushed through the office front door, looking right at him.  “Emile…”

“I know.”  Emile wiped his face.  “You don’t have to say it.  I just know.  Go take care of her.”

 A few words in the office earlier were all Emile had needed to hear to know how much his father cared.  Harold hadn’t just figured his son’s job situation out.  He had kept tabs on his son because he worried.  They weren’t monsters, his parents, they were only human and everyone had the right to make mistakes in life.  As Emile’s hours grew short, he could feel them dwindling, he now knew everything he needed to know about Maria and Harold.  He now knew what acceptance felt like. 

He closed his eyes, lifting his face to the sun and let himself be taken away by the sheer awe of the world; the smell of it; the uplifting heat tingeing his cheeks and the faith that hummed in his heart.

Most would find him standing there, lifting his hands on the sidewalk to be crazy.  Emile, he didn’t care about all of that at the moment.  He was connected to the earth and the prospect of afterlife on a deeper level now.  He wasn’t surrendering himself.  He wasn’t ending it all for nothing.  He was making the ultimate sacrifice for everyone around him, supernatural and human alike.  Even if his kind never put his name in a history book, or glorified him as a martyr many years from now, he would strike love into the hearts of those that mattered the most.

When he was gone, his mother would grieve for him.  Her eyes would be opened to the poor souls out there without anyone to shelter them from the hate of the world.  She would look upon her past mistakes with Emile and open her arms for others who needed a mother’s love.  She would repent, using her actions to serve the Creator, even if she never made the connection.

His death would bring together the community.  He would pass in an unexplained manner and most likely be ruled a suicide.  People would band together to make sure it didn’t happen again.  They would light a candle in his name and pray for his soul.  They would look into their loved one’s hearts and hold them a little tighter from there on out.  They would rely on their faith to keep them safe. Everyone had to believe in something, and under duress and pain, they would delve into the untouched places of their hearts for answers.  They would turn to him who knew all things.  They would turn to God.

And Xavier…Xavier would finally know what love felt like.  Even if it was only a few days of confusion, pain, and a bond fated to be theirs since the beginning of time; even if they had never said it out loud or joined their bodies, he would know.  His love would be so deeply rooted; Xavier would have no choice but to search out that feeling again.  He would turn to the Creator as a mess of a man and beg for some semblance of peace.

Emile would leave a footprint on this earth, no matter how small.  For in every decision a person made, a trickling effect was always left behind.  The following events were out of their control, but he could leave knowing they would never end…because of him.

***

“I’ve lived in fear of you all of my life.  I sided with you because I thought I knew what it meant to be strong standing in your image, that hate and darkness were too powerful to be sliced up by good.  But you’re wrong.  I was wrong.  I felt how sad he was and not once did it excite me or feed my baser needs.  It hurt.  It really fucking hurt. No being, king of hell or not, is going to touch him again.  Count on it, Lucifer.”

Lucifer stood, still embodying the carcass of Sandra.  His nails broke through her delicate fingertips.  Blood dripped from her hands as he brought them to her pretty face.  Gashing across her hairline, Lucifer clawed the flesh away from his own figure, mutilating what was left of the poor woman he’d destroyed.  His horns curled up away from his head.  His red eyes snapped to attention.  Sandra’s skin burned away from his intimidating figure, leaving behind a trail of smoking ash.  Another soul lost to the pits of hell.

Xavier faced off with Lucifer, summoning the courage to stand up for the one he…treasured.  “I don’t fear you anymore.”

“I’ll see your soul in hell, half-breed.  Count on it very soon,” Lucifer spat. “No one makes a fool of me.” His body shuddered, collapsing into a ghostly ball of flames that rushed at Xavier.  Screams thundered in his ears.  Pain so dark it would rot a mortal to the core flushed through his heart.  He fell to his knees when Lucifer had gone, clutching his arms to warm the chill left behind.

No matter how scared he truly was, if Emile was strong enough to give up his life for some unforeseen plan, relying solely on an act of God, Xavier could be strong enough to make his death mean something.  He would protect his chosen with the last flicker of fire he had to give.

***

“I’ve called Botus and told him about the house.”  Xavier kept driving down the scenic road.  He didn’t want to go home just yet.  He wanted to take the longest way possible because he never wanted Emile’s hand to leave his.

Emile continued to gaze out the window at the riverfront homes outside the city.  A small boat sat in the middle of the water with a white sail.  It was like a sign no one else would understand; to be that little boat with its pure white sail, riding the choppy waters with no hope of ever touching land.  So the fisherman wasn’t in any mortal danger, but the analogy touched Emile all the same.

“And?”

“Deumos is gone, Emile.  She broke the chains once they began to weaken and fled most likely to Bee.  They’ll be coming soon.”  Xavier lifted their twined hands, kissing Emile’s fingers.  “I won’t let them touch you.”

“Xavier, you can’t protect me from fate.  No matter how hard you try, you just can’t.”  Emile closed his eyes.  “I don’t want to talk about it anymore.  Please, just drive.”

“We won’t have anywhere to live.  Botus has nowhere else to go, Emile.  I don’t want to go anywhere else without you.  I can’t do this without you!”  He slammed the brakes, throwing the shifter into park.  “Don’t you care?” he screamed.  “Don’t you want to be with me!  Aren’t you scared?  Tell me dammit!”

“I’m terrified,” Emile yelled back, forced to turn in his seat.  “But If I had a choice to back out of this, I wouldn’t.  You have no idea how powerful my sacrifice will be.”

Xavier shied away, putting a hand between them.  “I thought you loved me.”

“I…what is that?”  Emile looked out the front windshield.  Trees created a canopy over the road they parked on.  The river, what little he could now see through the trees, had started churning hard out of nowhere.  Thunder clapped overhead.  Billowing smoke rushed at them from the road ahead.  “Xavier, turn the car around.”

Xavier tried to turn over the engine.  “It’s not starting.”

Black horses cut through the smoke, eyes glowing red.  Their riders were beings of nightmares, demons for sure.  Emile panicked.  He’d thought his death would be peaceful.  He hadn’t been shown this part.  Adrenaline coursed through him. 

“Get out of the car!”

They threw their doors open and grabbed at each other’s hands.  Xavier yanked him forward, running full speed.  His mismatched eyes threw Emile a look of fear, and regret, and longing.

Ahead of them, Elsanah appeared, flanked by a hoard of angels.  Their wings spanned, creating a barrier of glowing light and feathers.  Emile whimpered, thrust into a frenzy with nowhere to go.  This was it.  This was his time.  He suddenly stopped, equally distanced from both parties.  He grabbed Xavier’s face in his hands.

“No matter what you choose, dark or light, you will always be beautiful to me.”  Emile brushed his lips against Xavier’s, losing all sense of time and space.  He enveloped his world within his arms and put every ounce of love he had into his kiss.  “Always,” he breathed.

Xavier cried.  For the first time in his entire existence, he cried for things which he could not change; for the life that was to be taken from him and for the half of his soul that was to be ripped away forever.

Hand in hand, the light of a hundred angels at their back, they faced Bee, racing towards them on a horse from the fires of hell.  The prince raised his hand, gathering blood red fire in his palm.  “For I am the Prince of Hell and Darkness, I will exact my father’s wishes.  For me and mine are many and we live to rain blood upon you.  I am Beelzebub and you will know my hand,” he raged above the staggering sound of horses and bodies colliding.

Flame against flame, red against white, good and evil warred; trapping Xavier and Emile right in the middle.

TO BE CONTINUED…

Sunday, May 5, 2013

New Hedgewater Episode Is Up!!

Hey guys!  I'm going to start posting Hedgewater on Sundays from now on.  If something comes up I'll let you know when the next episode will be rescheduled for.  Until then enjoy episode 3!!

 
Have a good one.  :)
 
~xX Night
 

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

Hedgewater: My new series is up!!




Hey everyone!  How's it going out there?  I've been working hard to finish up the first draft of Cade, on top of my other work, and I'm extremely excited for this new project I've been working on.  If you guys didn't catch the first episode I pushed out last month as a teaser, then you're in luck.  Now you'll have two episodes to enjoy back to back.

I mentioned before that this piece is going to be a soap opera and I think that turned a few of you off.  But I sincerely hope you'll give it a read because it's more of a nighttime drama than anything.  :)  I also created a seperate page for this project.  You can view it here.

For those of you who did read the first episode, the second episode is up now.  Click here> Episode 2

So enjoy a visit to Hedgewater and dive into their twisted world of lies, pretty men, and murder.  Muahahaha.  LOL.  Okay, have a good one guys!  I'll chat with you all later.

*Hugs*

~xX Night